alana rose
08-31-2004, 11:17 PM
It is 3a pst and the pain is excrutiating. The burning is so bad-radiating into my stomach and my legs (when I have to walk somewhere). I don't know what to do anymore. The pain seems to be getting worse and worse. I have my period-lucky me, I get it every other week-so I know that it isn't helping matters. I took two demerol only to have it last 1 1/2 hours. What am I suppose to do? I just want to cry, close my eyes and pray that this all has just been a bad dream-all four years. I am 33 and I feel as if I am 103! I am so exhausted-work has been so busy-I work 40 hours a week and it feels like 80! On top of the pain, I am very nauseated. I have hardly been eating because the thought of it makes my stomach turn. My specialist told me that I am getting tired of the pain-it's not getting worse. Seriously, does he even have a clue? I go into his office in tears and this is what he says to me! My gp is great-I thank God for her. My body is so 'guarded' right now. There is no way to relax. I don't have any problems with frequency/urgency, but tonight I went to the bathroom and it took awhile for me to urinate and then it burned. I have never really had this happen before. Is this normal for IC patients?
Thank you for listening to me vent...I'm off to have a little cry and try and sleep.
God Bless all of us.
alana :dogrun: :dogrun:
Thank you for listening to me vent...I'm off to have a little cry and try and sleep.
God Bless all of us.
alana :dogrun: :dogrun: