heybrej
06-19-2004, 04:12 PM
This week was my first week in my new position at work, and man, i was pooped! I was looking forward so much for the weekend, but turns out that my poor boyfriend had to work from noon-10pm all weekend. All day I have been bored out of my mind and just slightley depressed that the weekend was turning out so cruddy. I went out and bought The Notebook. It is SUCH a wonderfully romantic and touching novel. When I was done, not only was I crying, I was missing my boyfriend more than ever. Literally, not only 10 mins after I had finished, he called and said he was coming home from work early! My whole weekend was all of a sudden bright again. I had bought a new dress and was trying it on when he got home. He told me how beautiful I looked and gave me the biggest hug. Its like he knew exacltey what I needed. We made our way into the bedroom, and instead of the just usual making out, when he suggested that we "do the deed", I AGREED! It has been well over a month....maybe 2 or 3 since we have had sex. I found that even without the lube, I was okay. It was so amazing to finally be so close again, and he expressed how much it meant to him as well. I am just so happy that I got over my fear. Everything was just amazing. Maybe I agreed because of the mood that the book put me in. i know, it sounds silly, but whatever works! YAY!!!:thumbsup:
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