marinda
05-30-2004, 02:36 PM
I am 33yrs old . Ive been sick all my life. Things got worse when I
turned 19. BY 23 I had to have a full hysterectomy.
I never had the chance to have any children. My life syle at the time was a rough one.
At 25 I met my husband. which at one time he was my first high school love.
We became best friends right away. I felt so confortable telling him my health and life problems. If was like he felt all the feelings that I would try to explain.
I was a very unsecure person. (still am at times)
But while I was with him I always felt good about myself and safe.
When he asked to take care of me and be life companion.
I was afraid to mess his life up. MY husband was very young and
never had children. Marrying me would take his chance.
But I truly loved him and he didnt care about any of my wrongs.
we got married a year after we met.
As the years came MY life with him has been good. But my health
has gotten worse too.
two yrs ago I was finally diagnosed what was killing me.
(WELL FELT AND FEELS)
We were told that our life was going to change.
And yes we are struggleing financially and mentally.
But my husband is right there keeping his word of taking care of me. I love him the Same way I did the first time.
And every day I thank my PRECIOUS LORD for my Terry.
turned 19. BY 23 I had to have a full hysterectomy.
I never had the chance to have any children. My life syle at the time was a rough one.
At 25 I met my husband. which at one time he was my first high school love.
We became best friends right away. I felt so confortable telling him my health and life problems. If was like he felt all the feelings that I would try to explain.
I was a very unsecure person. (still am at times)
But while I was with him I always felt good about myself and safe.
When he asked to take care of me and be life companion.
I was afraid to mess his life up. MY husband was very young and
never had children. Marrying me would take his chance.
But I truly loved him and he didnt care about any of my wrongs.
we got married a year after we met.
As the years came MY life with him has been good. But my health
has gotten worse too.
two yrs ago I was finally diagnosed what was killing me.
(WELL FELT AND FEELS)
We were told that our life was going to change.
And yes we are struggleing financially and mentally.
But my husband is right there keeping his word of taking care of me. I love him the Same way I did the first time.
And every day I thank my PRECIOUS LORD for my Terry.