It's a struggle

[polygon]

I finally made the decision to quit smoking, and have been 13 days smober.

Here's how it happened:

I started having asthma symptoms after part of ceiling fell down in april (still hasn't been fixed lol maintenance keeps giving us excuses)
I ignored those symptoms, but got an ear infection around the same time
In June, I got what I now know is pneumonia

I continued to smoke the whole damn time. July 1st, I got a call from my grandfather telling me that he has been diagnosed with emphysema (he had pneumonia in february requiring hospitalization.) I set my quit date for July 4th, went to the doctors, got a bronchodialator and antibiotics, but the infection is still in my lungs.
I decided I was not going to do any more damage, and here I am.

It's been SO good for my bladder, too. Until I quit, I had no idea how irritating it was! The best part, is saving money. In a couple months I can actually afford the physical therapy and botox my uro suggested.

[ICNDonna]

I totally understand how much of a struggle ditching cigarettes can be, but I agree that it's well worth it --- when I quit over twenty years ago, I made a decision that if I could go without smoking for four days, I could go without for the rest of my life. You are well past that now. Congratulations!

Let me know when you feel more comfortable without puffing --- I'd love to add you to our "I quit" honor roll.

:grouphug:
Donna

[polygon]

Thank you Donna!!
I'm way too stubborn to start smoking again, my friends and family are so proud of me. Of course, I understand that one day I might slip. But for now, I'm taking it one day at a time (not thinking about the future, too intimidating) and pledging N.O.P.E (not one puff ever) everyday.

[bubbe1]

Polygon,
That's great! You must feel very good about yourself.:bow:
Laurie

[ICNDonna]

Just remember --- when you think you just have to have one puff, it's not YOUR brain that's talking to you --- it's your addiction! That was the toughest part for me --- learning just how strong a nicotine addiction can be.

Hang tough! You're winning.

:)
Donna