YankeeCandle224
04-22-2004, 10:19 PM
It's 5:13 am here, and I am sitting here in tears because for the very first time in YEARS I DONT FEEL PAIN. I cant believe it. I am afraid to believe it. Yesterday I went to the pain doc and we discussed going back on the oxycontin or the duragesic patch. He said we'd do a trial run of the patch for one month and see how I do, with the norco for backup. Well I was given enough norco to last 9 days, and he rewrote the RX yesterday. I went to get it filled with the patches and the insurance co said they wouldnt pay for it because it hadnt been a month. I went all day yesterday with nothing for pain but the patches that didnt kick in til I woke up at about 245 this morning. I slept on the couch because I was in so much pain I couldnt lay still and was bothering my husband. I cant even begin to explain how horrible I've felt, and yesterday, I almost fainted in the gas station, almost passed out again in the dr's office.....managed to get the patches, and put TWO on out of complte desperation. I know I can only use one at a time, but I'll have the norco then.
I am simply amazed......I feel like God or something, somebody, or maybe just a wonderful doctor has taken me out of my life in h*llish pain and given me a taste of who Sandy is again.
OMG I;'m crtying so hard. I dont want to get my hopes up, but for right now, for this very minute, I will take this feeling of being able to walk with no pain, no sweating then freezing, ........I'm almost hysterical. I have lived in pain so long, and this is working.......is it too good to be true????????????
Just thank you GOD is all I can say
I am simply amazed......I feel like God or something, somebody, or maybe just a wonderful doctor has taken me out of my life in h*llish pain and given me a taste of who Sandy is again.
OMG I;'m crtying so hard. I dont want to get my hopes up, but for right now, for this very minute, I will take this feeling of being able to walk with no pain, no sweating then freezing, ........I'm almost hysterical. I have lived in pain so long, and this is working.......is it too good to be true????????????
Just thank you GOD is all I can say