linz
04-19-2004, 11:20 PM
In the middle of my 2nd really bad flare up this month. The last one was just over a week ago and lasted for 9 days, but even the week between I've still been very frequent and in a lot of discomfort. The discomfort I'm in just now is very different than it has been for a long time. It's not just the bladder feeling full and being in pain, it's more like a very strong burning feeling inside. I can feel it starting about 2 inches below my navel, does anybody else get this? I'm on a pill to regulate my periods and am due on anytime now so I guess it could be hormonal, I usually flare about a week after my period aswell.
I don't even know why I'm posting but I'm just so low and frustrated and can't stop crying. I'm so fed up with the way my life is turning out. I'm 20 next month and 7 years ago I never dreamt I'd be doing nothing with my life and have everything be so dominated with my IC. In the past 2 weeks I've been out the house twice, for no longer than 10 minutes. The first time was only for 5 minutes as I just had the worst urgency and after I went to use the public bathrooms I ran all the way home and had a panic attack halfway. I wish I could go and see a different urologist or something but there is only one within 20 miles of where I live and that's just too far for me, especially making bookings for in advance.
I'm not sure what I expect people to say. I'd just be more interested if people have this intense burning and if they think it could be hormone/period related. To be honest I can't even tell if it's in my bladder or ovaries all I know is that it just wont shift.
I don't even know why I'm posting but I'm just so low and frustrated and can't stop crying. I'm so fed up with the way my life is turning out. I'm 20 next month and 7 years ago I never dreamt I'd be doing nothing with my life and have everything be so dominated with my IC. In the past 2 weeks I've been out the house twice, for no longer than 10 minutes. The first time was only for 5 minutes as I just had the worst urgency and after I went to use the public bathrooms I ran all the way home and had a panic attack halfway. I wish I could go and see a different urologist or something but there is only one within 20 miles of where I live and that's just too far for me, especially making bookings for in advance.
I'm not sure what I expect people to say. I'd just be more interested if people have this intense burning and if they think it could be hormone/period related. To be honest I can't even tell if it's in my bladder or ovaries all I know is that it just wont shift.