helpannie!
09-09-2009, 06:30 PM
sometimes it is really hard to pee, i figure because there is only a tiny amount up there and it takes a few drops of urine to help activate whatever nerves it takes to get it flowing. i have noticed the past few months that about 2 weeks before my period when i get the urgency feelings, i squeeze out what little amount of fluid i have and there is often a few drops of blood in the bottom of the toilet. it is very thin blood, not heavy but just simply blood droplets.
i'm scared. i made my bf look at it this evening and showing him made this seem all the more "real" and has made me nauseous. when i think about it, my knees shake and my fingers tingle. it is somewhat hard to type right now because of this sensation. *when i eat white cake frosting, the same thing happens to my fingers... weird, i know (has done that since i was a young girl).
does anyone else get traces of blood from time to time? i feel like i have something terribly wrong up there, i still have to wait another month or more before my health insurance starts up. i am just waiting and trying not to think about it. im following the diet, doing better now that i eliminated orange juice and bananas and that was a HUGE difference because i was eating an abundance of them every morning *fresh smoothies.
this is about as much as i can handle tonight. dammit, what is happening to me? im so silently scared for my health.
i'm scared. i made my bf look at it this evening and showing him made this seem all the more "real" and has made me nauseous. when i think about it, my knees shake and my fingers tingle. it is somewhat hard to type right now because of this sensation. *when i eat white cake frosting, the same thing happens to my fingers... weird, i know (has done that since i was a young girl).
does anyone else get traces of blood from time to time? i feel like i have something terribly wrong up there, i still have to wait another month or more before my health insurance starts up. i am just waiting and trying not to think about it. im following the diet, doing better now that i eliminated orange juice and bananas and that was a HUGE difference because i was eating an abundance of them every morning *fresh smoothies.
this is about as much as i can handle tonight. dammit, what is happening to me? im so silently scared for my health.