mgrn89
08-10-2009, 11:54 AM
:pray: Needed to channel some of my thoughts about IC and how it is affecting my life!!!!! thanks for reading!!!!
If you could only feel what I feel
IC has taken over my life, and its real
Days of pain, lethargy, are not so clear
A pain free day, is all I want dear.
I’m not the same person you fell in love with
IC had taken its toll, and its put me in this hole.
I once was carefree, and giggle would you and me
Now its day by day, I’m afraid I wont be set free.
This pain is nagging, burning, searing, you see
I just don’t know how to make you see, it not me…..
Its IC……that’s keeping me from being the wife and friend you need
You have stood by my side for all these years
But your sick and tired of hearing me, I know its hard to still care.
I am limited in what and when I can do, I know you try to understand
But how long can this be, I’m sorry my darling, but IC has taken me.
I’ve tried many treatments to set me free
Limited improvement is all it can be
I must live this life from now to eternity, but you have the option
If you want to be set free.
I love you , I need you,
But is very hard I see, to be with someone who suffers from IC
It’s long and dragged out, and suffering you must see.
We have our beautiful daughter, a TRUE BLESSING
It saddens me to know I cannot be the mother, she really needs
IC has taken that away, and it’s the hurting face that she sees
I’m unable to do what a mom should do, daily I struggle , I wish she did not have to see
I pray for her to be strong, and to understand “why me”.
She needs you there, to support her my dear
As she is so young, and needs to have fun.
I try to be strong, for you and for her, but please always know, I appreciate your love,
But need your support and understanding, because I need a safe place for landing.
If you could only feel what I feel
IC has taken over my life, and its real
Days of pain, lethargy, are not so clear
A pain free day, is all I want dear.
I’m not the same person you fell in love with
IC had taken its toll, and its put me in this hole.
I once was carefree, and giggle would you and me
Now its day by day, I’m afraid I wont be set free.
This pain is nagging, burning, searing, you see
I just don’t know how to make you see, it not me…..
Its IC……that’s keeping me from being the wife and friend you need
You have stood by my side for all these years
But your sick and tired of hearing me, I know its hard to still care.
I am limited in what and when I can do, I know you try to understand
But how long can this be, I’m sorry my darling, but IC has taken me.
I’ve tried many treatments to set me free
Limited improvement is all it can be
I must live this life from now to eternity, but you have the option
If you want to be set free.
I love you , I need you,
But is very hard I see, to be with someone who suffers from IC
It’s long and dragged out, and suffering you must see.
We have our beautiful daughter, a TRUE BLESSING
It saddens me to know I cannot be the mother, she really needs
IC has taken that away, and it’s the hurting face that she sees
I’m unable to do what a mom should do, daily I struggle , I wish she did not have to see
I pray for her to be strong, and to understand “why me”.
She needs you there, to support her my dear
As she is so young, and needs to have fun.
I try to be strong, for you and for her, but please always know, I appreciate your love,
But need your support and understanding, because I need a safe place for landing.