Not Now... I can't hurt now!

[Michelle in KC]

WHY ME??? Why do I have to hurt? Have I not hurt enough? Do I really need more pain? More test of faith? More crabbiness, more being mean, more feeling inadequate?
I saw a commercial today on TV for Nexium, I think (purple pill??) andway, it was this woman being poured a glass of OJ and as she's watching the OJ come form the pitcher to the glass, it turns into a green bubbling acid. That is how the inside of my bladder feels.
I am going to go lay down. I have so much to do. I have about 20 people coming over on Saturday to watch a movie. (Left Behind II) Youth Group from church. I have to get all this laundry done so it'll eb out of the way ad the hosue cleaned and stuff put away. Not to mention make a list and go to the store.

Not now. I can not hurt now.
Michelle

[Dixiefireball]

sending you hugs and prayers and quick get well wishes.
Oh i love the picture of your pup how did you do that its so neat.
Rhonda:kiss:

[Iris]

Your puppy is absolutely beautiful, what a sweetie. Sorry that you are feeling so rotten Michelle. Hope that you start feeling better really soon, and things go well at the weekend for you, love and hugs and well wishes, Iris.:kiss: :grouphug:

[kelly McC]

How sweet just love the lil pup:thumbsup: Sorry you are not feeling so good. Lots of :pray: :pray: so you can get everything done , rest and feel better soon.:grouphug:

[ICchell]

:grouphug: I hope that your pain goes away soon...im hoping that you can enjoy Saturday!



Your puppy is sooo cute,aww!
Feel better:pray: Michelle

[dyno]

Hope you are doing better soon. I love the puppy. :)

[felineperson3]

I hope you feel better soon, Michelle.

Prayers going out for you--:pray:
Your chocolate lab puppy is absolutely adorable!! I think this one on the smilies is cute, too.:dogrun:

That "Left Behind" series of books and movies are excellent. They really make one examine their life and obtain a desire to be sure that their spiritual life is in order.

Hugs & blessings to you-

[blue]

Are you feeling any better today?

[Michelle in KC]

No, I am not feeling any better, but thanks for asking.

I just have so much to do ~ inside the house. And my DH is 'busy' outside the house, doing yard work. Right, like those piles HAD to be burned yesterday. He could not - like - help me inside the house with the dishes that have been sittig for 3 days or the crap int he front room that needs picking up or laundry or dealing withthe kids' room.

So, here I sit ANGRY and doing laundry and hanging it outside... picking up the frontroom... cleaning our bedroom... thinking of cleaning the kids' room... need to pull down this awful wall paper from 1950... Oh, and I have to find my taxes becuase they are due today... but at least hey are done... just have to sign and walk all the way down to the mailbox... which isn't like our place in town... it's not just a 12 foot walk anymore.

:mad: :mad: :mad:
Seriously, I need a maid.
Michelle in AR

[blue]

I'm sorry things are so rough for you!

[MakinIT]

My therapist (counselor) actually recommended we hire a maid as it was causing so much contention in our home. Just a once a month thing. He absolutely (my husband) said no way and that we were capable of keeping things clean. Crap. So, I'm surrounded in 'stuff' again. My counselor would like to speak with Roger, as in "how to help Tracey", and make it very non threatening in how to drop hints as tohow to help me. Phoeey. He won't go.
(He'snot a monster or an ogre or anything...he's just plain stubborn and set in his ways...I mean over spring break he completely landscaped our front yard and got it looking beautiful. He's not too bad..just frustrates me when Ifind his socks and underwear strewn about the house ande have to try to teach my kids to pick up afterthemselves.)

Tracey

[blue]

I totally understand!