BT2008
05-26-2009, 09:14 PM
I just wrote a post in the diet section that shared the following experience:I almost caved in last week and was going to put a slice of tomato on my burger...
Luckily, when I was slicing it for my hubby, I cut my hand with the tip of the sharp knife ...and Ouchee! Yowee!! As soon as that tomato juice ran down into that cut I was immediately reminded exactly what that tomato would have done to my bladder!!
:cussing:
I have to say that is the first time in my life that I am ecstatically happy to have "cut myself"!!! That pain was a clear warning ... and I know for a fact that it kept me from giving into temptation to do something really stupid...
:bonk:
~BethI wonder whether or not this experience has a much greater meaning than "a mere coincidence" will allow ... maybe a other-worldly assistance/divine intervention sort of thing.
I have had quite a few intuitional hunches over these past few months, for example: the "insistent idea" that would not go away until I tested the pH of my drinking water, which turned out to have a pH of 3-5! But this was the first time I had ever had such a blatant experience as 'drawing my own blood' to warn me off and to prove a point!!!:tsk:
The thought that I am being watched out for -- even in the midst of all of this pain and disability -- makes me very happy (even though I get really angry at times and feel totally abandoned because I have this disease at all)!!
I thought it would be interesting to re-post my tomato story and ask the following questions:
Has anyone else had "special help" -- specifically with their IC journey -- that cannot be "explained away" as "mere coincidence"? Have there been any "intuitional hunches" or "actual experiences" that made you "wonder at the wonder" of it all?
~Beth
Luckily, when I was slicing it for my hubby, I cut my hand with the tip of the sharp knife ...and Ouchee! Yowee!! As soon as that tomato juice ran down into that cut I was immediately reminded exactly what that tomato would have done to my bladder!!
:cussing:
I have to say that is the first time in my life that I am ecstatically happy to have "cut myself"!!! That pain was a clear warning ... and I know for a fact that it kept me from giving into temptation to do something really stupid...
:bonk:
~BethI wonder whether or not this experience has a much greater meaning than "a mere coincidence" will allow ... maybe a other-worldly assistance/divine intervention sort of thing.
I have had quite a few intuitional hunches over these past few months, for example: the "insistent idea" that would not go away until I tested the pH of my drinking water, which turned out to have a pH of 3-5! But this was the first time I had ever had such a blatant experience as 'drawing my own blood' to warn me off and to prove a point!!!:tsk:
The thought that I am being watched out for -- even in the midst of all of this pain and disability -- makes me very happy (even though I get really angry at times and feel totally abandoned because I have this disease at all)!!
I thought it would be interesting to re-post my tomato story and ask the following questions:
Has anyone else had "special help" -- specifically with their IC journey -- that cannot be "explained away" as "mere coincidence"? Have there been any "intuitional hunches" or "actual experiences" that made you "wonder at the wonder" of it all?
~Beth