2nd cysto/ hydro unreasonable fear

[dverba]

:bonk:Dr.Evens wants me to have a second cysto/hydro to see if it will help with the frequentcy and pain.

I have this unreasonable fear that he is going to go in and see that it is all gone and it is all in my head.

I am almost afraid to have him do it just because I am afraid he will stop treating me. I know that is not rational! Why do I have this fear??

The pain has never stopped after 2 years and is worse now than it ever has been. I find my self now developing unreasonable fears about the dumbest things. I think I am going crazy! My pysciatrist, that Dr.Evens recommended just gives me Xanax. I do not need another drug to make me tierd, the disease takes care of that!

I want to bang on this key board over and over again!! Maybe I do need to take a Xanax.LOL.

[Preacher-Girl]

We all have these fears from time to time especially when we have "invisible" diseases like fibro. Just because it can't be seen on an x-ray doesn't mean we don't hurt. I always think my doctor is just going to commit me to the nearest psych ward. My body is always breaking down in strange ways.

Stress is making it all worse. When you can manage or cut down the stress I think your body will start to change a little. Do the best you can. Now is a good time to be gentle with yourself and give yourself a little "me time". It's OK. The world won't collapse. Really. And it is also OK to take a little Xanax. It may help you unwind and destress your body a little bit.

Angela:pray:

[ICNDonna]

You have this fear because you are human! Hang in there. I just hope the hydro will help you as much as it does me.

Warm hugs,
Donna

[Trishann]

DeAnna, it is normal at time to be fearful. I think we all go through this stage at times. It will work out and you will find the help you need. Hang in there, you can do it.

Trish :grouphug: