Hannah13
04-29-2009, 11:32 AM
Looks like I may have a dual diagnosis, though I'll know more after many invasive and otherwise crummy tests plus cystoscopy and etc. I'm trying very hard not to lose my mind. I'm sure you all understand.
I've hidden myself away in crossword puzzles and WOW and anything else I can to get through each day.
I'm fighting so much depression, fear and uncertainty. It's hard.
Mostly I just feel desperate.
Will let ya'll know how the cystoscopy goes and what goodies they find. (I hope none. I want answers but at the same time i'm afraid of them.)
Please God, a cure or a management protocol.
Please God.
I've hidden myself away in crossword puzzles and WOW and anything else I can to get through each day.
I'm fighting so much depression, fear and uncertainty. It's hard.
Mostly I just feel desperate.
Will let ya'll know how the cystoscopy goes and what goodies they find. (I hope none. I want answers but at the same time i'm afraid of them.)
Please God, a cure or a management protocol.
Please God.