tigger_gal
03-21-2004, 05:48 AM
The other day I turned 38, the day really wasn't special in any way. My husband painted lol and I talked to my best friend on the computer.....
That night I sat here and wondered what do I truley have to be greatful for....
I could tell you horror stories about my life that would make "Nightmare on Elm Street" look like a comedy.....
But.... thats neither here not there becaue I don't want any pity nor do I want to dig up my past, the memories alone are enough to make me cry.....
I am greatful for a beautiful healthy 15year old daughter that I was told to abort by doctors because she would never surive past 2.
I am greatful for everythnig I have endured in life because it has made me a stronger person.
I am greatful for the husband who quit drinking and has been sober for 2 years, and has, went (almost) back to the man I fell in love with 6 years ago.
I am greatful for my parents for always being there for me.
I am greatful for my best friend, because I know I can count on here to cry to, to laugh with, and, to share my happiest moments with, and, my deepest darkest secerets with.
I am greatful for the icn because I have learned alot here and made some great friends.....
I am greatful I have patience, because I really don't know how I would have made it thru everything without them.
I am greatful for my 3 dogs for loving me and accepting me with out asking me any many questions :lmao:
Most of all I am greatful to be alive, despite the fact I resent daily everything that I went thru that I didn't have to.
hugs
Brat
That night I sat here and wondered what do I truley have to be greatful for....
I could tell you horror stories about my life that would make "Nightmare on Elm Street" look like a comedy.....
But.... thats neither here not there becaue I don't want any pity nor do I want to dig up my past, the memories alone are enough to make me cry.....
I am greatful for a beautiful healthy 15year old daughter that I was told to abort by doctors because she would never surive past 2.
I am greatful for everythnig I have endured in life because it has made me a stronger person.
I am greatful for the husband who quit drinking and has been sober for 2 years, and has, went (almost) back to the man I fell in love with 6 years ago.
I am greatful for my parents for always being there for me.
I am greatful for my best friend, because I know I can count on here to cry to, to laugh with, and, to share my happiest moments with, and, my deepest darkest secerets with.
I am greatful for the icn because I have learned alot here and made some great friends.....
I am greatful I have patience, because I really don't know how I would have made it thru everything without them.
I am greatful for my 3 dogs for loving me and accepting me with out asking me any many questions :lmao:
Most of all I am greatful to be alive, despite the fact I resent daily everything that I went thru that I didn't have to.
hugs
Brat