MINNIEB
07-21-2008, 08:41 PM
I HAVE STRUGGLED WITH IC FOR OVER 10 YEARS AND THERE IS NOTHING I ANT MORE THAN TO BE A MOTHER. I TAKE A LOT OF PAIN MEDS AND AM IN SUCH PAIN EVERYDAY THAT I CANT EVEN FUNCTION WITHOUT THEM. IT WOULD BE WORTH EVERYTHING FOR ME TO HAVE A BABY, BUT I DONT KNOW HOW I WOULD GET THROUGH MY PAIN DURING PREGNANCY WITHOUT MY PILLS. MY HUSBAND AND I WILL ADOPT IF WE CAN. I WONDERED IF ANYONE COULD GIVE ME ANY ADVICE ON MAKING IT THROUGH PREGNANCY WITHOUT MY MEDS OR MAYBE DIFFERENT MEDS TO MAKE IT BARABLE. IF NOT, I HOPE THAT ADOPTING WILL FILL THE VOID OF NOT BEING ABLE TO HAVE A BIOLOGICAL CHILD. I JUST HOPE THAT I WILL STILL EXPERIENCE MOTHERHOOD WHICH WILL BE AMAZING BUT DEEP DOWN I DO HOPE THERE IS A WAY FOR ME TO HAVE MY OWN. IF ANYONE HAS FOUND THE SAME JOY OF MOTHERHOOD WITH AN ADOPTED BABY, PLEASE SHARE YOUR EXPERIENCES WITH ME. ALL IVE EVER WANTED IN THE WORLD IS TO BE A MOTHER. IM DEPRESSED AND FRUSTRATED AND DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO?:angel: