4 More Months....Then it's back into the Operating Room

[Kara29]

I saw my surgeon today for my 4 month follow up from my last surgery. He says he is giving us 4 more months before performing the surgery all over again in August. We discussed various forms of surgery. He will be cutting some of my sacral nerves in order to let me have orgasms without the severe pain I have to suffer with for 2 days after. He will also be performing a surgery where they tie my uterus back to my hip bones because it's already adhered itself back to my pubic bone. He will also be checking my fallopian tubes and ovaries and uterus and clearing them out again from the adhesions.


But what he really wants for Allen and I is for us to have to cancel that August appointment due to good news. He says he's praying to God and everyone else we believe in. He says this will be the best possible solution to the pain I have to live with dayin and and day out. Lets just cross our fingers and let this journey come to a happy ending. Allen an I are both exaughsted.

I've also decided to go off of the fertility drugs and try to let it happen on it's own. My Husband and I are so exaughsted and it's only been 4 months.

It would be wonderful if I got pregnant over the summer. June is my favorite month, my birthday, when my Husband proposed, and our 7 year wedding Anniversary. Oh yeah and my Sister's 1 Year Wedding Anniversary.

My Mom has some very strong feelings about April and her premonitions often come true.


Kara

(This is a photo of a plant that has been in hibernation for 6 years. It has 4 Flowers that just came about last week)

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Every year for Christmas my 81 year old Grandmother gives all of the women in the family an Amarillus Plant. This particular plant of mine has been in hibernation for 6 years. A Few Days Ago while my Mom was visting we noticed in one of my windows that this Amarillus Plant was starting 4 buds. Two of them have gone into full bloom and the other two should be out within a few days. The reason I tell this story is because I believe that it is a sign of good things and health to come!
I believe in miracles because being born at 6 months of age and only weighing only 1 pound and 10 ounces 31 years ago...........

[leelee88]

Kara, I pray for you. I do believe that good things are in store for you!:angel:

[Bessie]

Hi Kara,
I am praying for you both :pray::pray:
Maybe you had 4 blooms because April is the fourth month or maybe it has been 6 years since it has bloomed because June is the sixth month? Maybe April or June will be the month for you all?
I am going to plant some Marigolds in my garden for you. I have heard that Marigolds are suppose to be planted to help with fertility.....Marigolds are named after Mary, the mother of Jesus. :angel:
I know you all have been through so much and you are such a beautiful person inside and out. I pray that all of your dreams come true.

[snowgirl]

Kara,

I will also pray for you. You have been through so much and deserve the best in life. I hope things work out for your and your husband and you can have your own little family. Vicky

[Berkshire Road]

We burned wild sage for you. It's a Northern New Mexico Pueblo Indian tradition. My brother and sister-in-law are doctors in the Indian Health Service and they live up there by the Taos Res, and they're always telling us about these traditions. I figured you'd be getting a lot of standard prayers, and the more the better, but I wanted to add something a little offbeat into the mix, and maybe with everyone's prayers and positive energy directed towards you, you'll get your miracle.

[mlzippy7]

Kara
I really :pray: everything works out great for you!!

[dg2901]

Wishing you the best!

Diana

[ICNDonna]

:grouphug:

Donna

[traceann]

Kara - sending you lots and lots of prayers, and heaps of baby dust!!!!!!!

BIG hugs,
Tracey

[SharonA]

I hope the baby dust, the wild sage, the good wishes and the prayers work for you and Allen. (((Hugs)))

[Kara29]

:smile teeCarolyn,

What a nice surprise for this Saturday Morning! Pretty Neat!!!

:hi:To everyone else, thank you for your love and support!!! :hi:

I will be taking each one of your prayers with me as I go.


Warm Hugs,

Kara

[HGC]

You have been through so much and I really hope that you get pregnant - from reading all your posts its what you really want and I think you will make a great Mom. Sending you baby dust and good wishes for your dream to come true :)

[Emma's Mommy]

Kara you already know that Jeremy and I think of both of you every day! Both April and June sound like wonderful months to get pregnant.

[maryla]

Kara,

What kid of underware does your husband wear? My sister tried for 15 years to get pregnant and her husband started wearing boxers and low and behold she was pregnant in months. Her gyno told her that the tighter the underware the less the sperm count. He also said cold showers help too.

I'm praying you do not have to have surgery in Aug.

God Bless,

[Kara29]

We've been through all of the fertility Jazz for around 6 years. Don't worry.....My Husband is doing everything the right way and so am I.