SandyRN
11-06-2007, 01:00 PM
Well, after a weekend from heck I am doing ok. I spent the ENTIRE day Saturday in the bathroom. Every time I got up I had to sit back down. I was so miserable, so nauseated and just so sick and nothing I did helped. The night before I was SO bloated I looked like I was carrying triplets in my 9th month. It was so awful and I just can't explain the stomach pain I had. I almost went to the ER on Saturday because I was scared and so was everyone else in this house. I was so exhausted on Sunday I barely got out of bed, Monday was spent on the couch trying to recover some energy and today is the best day I've had. I don't feel great but I certainly feel better than I did over the weekend.
The scope session can't come soon enough for me. I'm so tired of dealing with this stomach stuff. I'm afraid to eat for fear of hurting my bladder and/or my stomach.....the nausea comes and goes when it wants to...seems just to torment me really....like ok, lets play with Sandy's mind and make her wanna go puke again!
So, that's where I've been the past few days...in the bathroom. I've made my master bath a place of beauty and comfort....full of candles and my book along with magazines to keep me occupied for those times I can't seem to leave.
I want this to end...I just want to be normal again! I'm almost hoping he'll find some Crohn's inflammation so he can give me some meds to get me straightened out again. I know that if a repeat of Saturday happens again I am not dealing with it at home...I AM going to the hospital. I forgot that I had a direct admit ok from my doctor, all I had to do was call him. I just don't want to go. :(
So, wish me luck that things hold out til I get the tests done and if I disappear again you can bet it's my stomach keeping me off the boards!
Sandy
The scope session can't come soon enough for me. I'm so tired of dealing with this stomach stuff. I'm afraid to eat for fear of hurting my bladder and/or my stomach.....the nausea comes and goes when it wants to...seems just to torment me really....like ok, lets play with Sandy's mind and make her wanna go puke again!
So, that's where I've been the past few days...in the bathroom. I've made my master bath a place of beauty and comfort....full of candles and my book along with magazines to keep me occupied for those times I can't seem to leave.
I want this to end...I just want to be normal again! I'm almost hoping he'll find some Crohn's inflammation so he can give me some meds to get me straightened out again. I know that if a repeat of Saturday happens again I am not dealing with it at home...I AM going to the hospital. I forgot that I had a direct admit ok from my doctor, all I had to do was call him. I just don't want to go. :(
So, wish me luck that things hold out til I get the tests done and if I disappear again you can bet it's my stomach keeping me off the boards!
Sandy