petrie86
07-13-2007, 03:27 PM
Well everyone left to g o away for the weekend last night. around 12am this morning i started to get that fluttering in my chest. I was inalot of pain. I took my xanex like the dr pescribed. (.25mg) I called my friend amanda my best friend who just got off work. She came to my house and kept me company as I was crying in pain, I was debating whether to go to the er or not. I called amanda's mom (practically my mom these days) and she said to call my dr office and a dr on call will help me. Apparently noone from that dr office was on call... they had a dr from the office where my mom works. ( hse's a nurse and i used to work there when i was like 15) so i knew the dr... at this point it was 1:30am. He called me within 10 mins and was sleeping on the phone... i muswt have told him my symptoms like 5 times and then he told me to take my pulse, within 15 seconds my hear beated 20times. I dont know if that's normal but my chest was jumping out of my body! the dr told me to take 2 more xanex (basically overdose) and then call and make an appt with a cardiologist later that day. He said there wasnt any need to go to the er. I was livid... I was so upset i called my real mom and cried to her asking what i should do. she said do what thedr said.
I took the 2 xanex's and then amanda wanted to try to take my mind off of my heart so we drove to mcdonalds. Which i was passing out every 2 seconds and hallucinating. We were in the drive though when i put my head down for 2 seconds and then woke up and said "whose dog?!" amanda said what? I said i had a dream i was at the poolhall and there was a dog on the table! she looked at me like i was nuts!\ Then we got our food and i said tell me if this is weird.... that bush thing over there in front of us was just a couger!!! she said rach.,... there is no bush in front of us! i was like ohhh and started laughing,.... (yea it's funny now) on the way home we saw midgits on the side of the streets... meanwhile it was 3 in the morning and there was nobody on the street or roads. i passed out again and then she pulled in my driveways and i woke up and yelled wow that was the fastest ride ever. like boom and we were back! she laughed at me and said do i need to carry you inside? i told her no. and then i went upstairs and passed out.
crazy huh? i have to wait untill monday to make and appt. horrible huh? i hope i'll be ok the rest of the weekend. ttyl
I took the 2 xanex's and then amanda wanted to try to take my mind off of my heart so we drove to mcdonalds. Which i was passing out every 2 seconds and hallucinating. We were in the drive though when i put my head down for 2 seconds and then woke up and said "whose dog?!" amanda said what? I said i had a dream i was at the poolhall and there was a dog on the table! she looked at me like i was nuts!\ Then we got our food and i said tell me if this is weird.... that bush thing over there in front of us was just a couger!!! she said rach.,... there is no bush in front of us! i was like ohhh and started laughing,.... (yea it's funny now) on the way home we saw midgits on the side of the streets... meanwhile it was 3 in the morning and there was nobody on the street or roads. i passed out again and then she pulled in my driveways and i woke up and yelled wow that was the fastest ride ever. like boom and we were back! she laughed at me and said do i need to carry you inside? i told her no. and then i went upstairs and passed out.
crazy huh? i have to wait untill monday to make and appt. horrible huh? i hope i'll be ok the rest of the weekend. ttyl