TexasHoney
06-01-2007, 08:14 PM
It's time for a good old fashioned rant.:rant: So here I go.
What started out as a uti induced flare has lingered for 6 weeks. 3 weeks after the infection cleared up.This is the worst flare I have had in about 2 years. I went again Tuseday to get checked out for a uti and the culture results came back negative. Last week I found that I had 2 new hunner's ulcer's. Mine seem to come back every 6-8 months. I am sooooooo depressed tonight. I am absolutely, completely 100% miserable. :cussing: :headbang: :help: :( :mad: I am going bonkers:bonk: : I have a feeling it's going to be a very loooong night.
I can't seem to get comfortable. I hurts when I lie down. It hurts to sit. My bladder feels like it is full of hot acid. My frequency has been off the charts. I am peeing every 15-20 minutes.:toilet: :toilet: :toilet: Every trip to the bathroom is agonizing. I am running out of toilet paper. The burning is excruciating. I am having the hunners's lasered off next Friday. I don't know if I can wait that long without completely losing my mind. I managed to work all 4 days of this holiday shortend week. A half-day Tuesday and a full day at the office Wed and Thurs. I worked home from today. (Friday). If I go more than 20 minutes without peeing I feel my bladder is literally going to explode. I am dealing with some major retention here because most of the time it's been dribble, dribble, dribble. I am sooooooo frustrated. I am soooooo very very very tired of the pain, burning, pressure and frequency that accompanies this awful disease. I sure hope having the hunner's removed will help put an end to this nightmare of a flare. I don't know how much more I can take. Everybody please pray for me.
What started out as a uti induced flare has lingered for 6 weeks. 3 weeks after the infection cleared up.This is the worst flare I have had in about 2 years. I went again Tuseday to get checked out for a uti and the culture results came back negative. Last week I found that I had 2 new hunner's ulcer's. Mine seem to come back every 6-8 months. I am sooooooo depressed tonight. I am absolutely, completely 100% miserable. :cussing: :headbang: :help: :( :mad: I am going bonkers:bonk: : I have a feeling it's going to be a very loooong night.
I can't seem to get comfortable. I hurts when I lie down. It hurts to sit. My bladder feels like it is full of hot acid. My frequency has been off the charts. I am peeing every 15-20 minutes.:toilet: :toilet: :toilet: Every trip to the bathroom is agonizing. I am running out of toilet paper. The burning is excruciating. I am having the hunners's lasered off next Friday. I don't know if I can wait that long without completely losing my mind. I managed to work all 4 days of this holiday shortend week. A half-day Tuesday and a full day at the office Wed and Thurs. I worked home from today. (Friday). If I go more than 20 minutes without peeing I feel my bladder is literally going to explode. I am dealing with some major retention here because most of the time it's been dribble, dribble, dribble. I am sooooooo frustrated. I am soooooo very very very tired of the pain, burning, pressure and frequency that accompanies this awful disease. I sure hope having the hunner's removed will help put an end to this nightmare of a flare. I don't know how much more I can take. Everybody please pray for me.