gypsyjoy
08-02-2006, 11:34 PM
Hi everyone. It has been sometime since I have written anything so...here goes .
I was doing DMSO and after 9 total installs of the"wonderful poison" I had to stop I just could no long tolerate the pain or the odor!
So it was back to Stanford Uro clinic.They are wonderful people down there and I am grateful for there services. I was written the script that I would need to do installs at home with lidocaine, sodium bicarb. and heparin.
I have been in flare off and on for 2 months or longer...so I did the instill and that was at 2:30 yesterday afternnon and I am still in pain with urgency and leaking ( I never leak!)::cussing:
On top of the flares... the instills I had to chase around this town to get the script fill in the first place. Finally got that done.
THEN I AM INFORMED THAT MEDICARE WON'T PAY FOR ANY OF IT!!!!
Because they will not pay for injectibles....What do the think insulin is for crying out loud!!!??? Well, I didn't have the money to pay for it, so the
pharmacist gives me enough for 1 install to use yesterday and I can pay and pick up the rest of the meds today...Now that he went out of his way to help me out I don't know if the pain is worth any of it. I am calling Stanford first thing in the morning!! Something has got to give.
I am so sleep deprived that I don't remember what 2-3 full hours of sleep feels like. And of course the frequency is back in full force.:bonk: :bonk:
I never ask ,What's next" cause I will find out sooner than I care to.:headbang:
Does anyone else have such pain with this type of cocktail? Is it always like this or will the pain stop?:help: Any help you may have to offer is greatly accepted,
Take Care ALL...JOY
I was doing DMSO and after 9 total installs of the"wonderful poison" I had to stop I just could no long tolerate the pain or the odor!
So it was back to Stanford Uro clinic.They are wonderful people down there and I am grateful for there services. I was written the script that I would need to do installs at home with lidocaine, sodium bicarb. and heparin.
I have been in flare off and on for 2 months or longer...so I did the instill and that was at 2:30 yesterday afternnon and I am still in pain with urgency and leaking ( I never leak!)::cussing:
On top of the flares... the instills I had to chase around this town to get the script fill in the first place. Finally got that done.
THEN I AM INFORMED THAT MEDICARE WON'T PAY FOR ANY OF IT!!!!
Because they will not pay for injectibles....What do the think insulin is for crying out loud!!!??? Well, I didn't have the money to pay for it, so the
pharmacist gives me enough for 1 install to use yesterday and I can pay and pick up the rest of the meds today...Now that he went out of his way to help me out I don't know if the pain is worth any of it. I am calling Stanford first thing in the morning!! Something has got to give.
I am so sleep deprived that I don't remember what 2-3 full hours of sleep feels like. And of course the frequency is back in full force.:bonk: :bonk:
I never ask ,What's next" cause I will find out sooner than I care to.:headbang:
Does anyone else have such pain with this type of cocktail? Is it always like this or will the pain stop?:help: Any help you may have to offer is greatly accepted,
Take Care ALL...JOY