I can't quit crying

[creatingkarma]

I've been crying for 3 days. I don't know why, which is normal with me being bi-polar, but I haven't had an episode like this for years. I wish it would stop! I want to hide in my shell & then crawl in a hole that sits under a rock!!!

[ICNDonna]

Please telephone the doctor who is treating your bi-polar --- I think you should do this today.

Donna

[Mel53H]

Yes, I agree with Donna. You need to call your doctor or go to Urgent Care.

:grouphug:

Mel

[ihurttoo]

Oh Karma, I am so sorry that you are feeling down. I wish I was there to give you a hug and to drive you to the dr. But, the others are right, you do need to give him a call and see if he needs to tweak your meds. Also, try to get outside in the sun for a little while today too. It sometimes helps cheer me somehow. (I cant explain it, but it seems to help.) I wish I was there. Please call me if you want to talk to someone. I dont want you to sit there feeling alone. Everybody loves you. ((((Karma)))) Big hugs coming at ya! Love, Amy

[TexasHoney]

:grouphug: I am sorry you are having such a rough time. I hope things get better for you real soon

[traceann]

I don't know what to do other than send you HUGE :grouphug:

[Marcie920]

Call your Dr.

[SharonA]

Karma :kissing: I love you, hon. Call your doctor. :kissing:

[sunshine_77us]

Karma, I hope you are feeling better. If not, please call your doctor.

[Mel53H]

Please keep us posted, Karma. We are all concerned.

:flower:

[Dixiefireball]

Karma,
I agree hon please call your Dr who is treating this at once! I tried to call you back the other morning. Sorry I was still in bed when you called. We where up real late the night before.
I called you back and left you my cell phone number on your machine..

Please let us know how your doing, Please call your Dr. Its not good to be that upset for this long....

sending you hugs and prayers
Rhonda

[kuntrygurl78]

I think everyone is right..might want to call the doc. Sending :pray: :grouphug: :kissing:

[poetgirl]

Lots of loving, healing hugs and prayers, Karma! :grouphug:

It does sound like maybe your meds need to be tweaked -- hopefully that will help you feel better. Please let us know what the doc says and go easy on yourself right now.

[cgd]

Karma, please post to let us know how you're doing. My brother's fiancee is also bipolar, and it's such a puzzling disease. Her meds will work fine for years at a time, but then that particular combo stops working, and she has to go in and let them tweak them again. Hugs to you . ..

[Sarojini]

Let us know how it turns out :grouphug: I went through something similar recently (as I am also bi-polar) and went to the doctor -- they were able to help out with a med change, and now I feel much more like myself. I hope you've called yours and are on your way to feeling better now... :grouphug:

[trytosmile]

Karma, I'm right there with you, crying my eyes out myself. My common-law walked out this weekend and I don't know what to think or do.

Wanna share a rock ?

[creatingkarma]

Thanks everyone. I did call my doctor before I even made this thread. He told me to double my antidepressant & he also increased my Ativan dosage. He believes it's all coming from out-of-control anxiety. I felt a little better yesterday. I only cried 4 times instead of all day.

I guess that I do have reasons for crying. I've had a lot going on in my life & a lot of major changes have taken place. It's just that this sad response is happening a couple weeks after it should have. I had to kick my dad out of my house a couple weeks ago. It was for the best, but it was extremely hard for me to do & I guess I'm feeling guilty about it. I shouldn't feel guilty about it at all (given our past), but I still do. I feel like this has put a major strain on our relationship, as I haven't heard from him since. Then my mom called a few days later, asking if she could move in. I told her no & haven't heard from her since either. It's very unlike me to tell anyone no or to stand up for myself (especially to my parents). Even though it felt good to do so, a lot of bad internal feelings are surfacing because of it.

I know that I'll get through this! I've been through much worse & made it through!

[SharonA]

:kissing: coming at you, Karma. Think I'll add a big HUG while I'm at it. :)

[kkwhitney]

I hope that you feel better soon. :grouphug:

[July]

Hang in there, sweetheart!

Prayers for you to feel better all around soon!:pray:

[kuntrygurl78]

Congrats for standing up for yourself! It can be very hard to do..especially when it involves ones that we love. Im very proud of you.

Hope the tweaking of the meds works for ya! Like you said..youve been thru worse. You will do great!:hi:

[tigger_gal]

((((((((((((((((((((((Karma))))))))))))))))))

sorry so late on seeing your post.. I don't get here to often... Having Jacob here all the time, means no pc time :lmao:
but thats all ok I don't mind on bit..

[Dixiefireball]

Goodness Karma it seems like your living my life, or should i say living the life i should be. I want to kick my dad out so badly. He does nothing but cause such a huge strain on me, my husband and children. He fusses and cusses at me all the time but doesn't have the nerve to say anything in front of my husband, my husband wants to say something to him, but i'm scared he will hurt himself. (daddy) so i'm all mixed up inside. Jeff's mother heard us talking about Daddy needing to move out and had the nerve to say tell her when he does so she could move in. She was seirous!
if my dad does move out, or if i can ever get the nerve to put him out no more in laws are moving in that is for sure!

I believe I can understand where all these feeling are coming from. If i was you I would be doing the very same thing, but hon you know it was for the best. it was something that was long over do. (I also know deep down I need to do the same thing you have done also, and I need to do it soon!)
we love you hon!!
Rhonda