CoyoteMystro
01-23-2004, 01:44 PM
Well, ever since midnight last night, I've been hurting alot.. Also, catheter has once again stopped draining well in bags, but it drains ok freely, so I dunno.
Went to see Doctor tonight. He gave me some DitropanXL (lower dosages) and some Zithromax for my cold I've been having off and on.
He actually suggested tonight that when I see new Urologist this 28th, that if something can't be done to help me soon, that I should consider having my bladder completely removed as medications aren't helping and even the catheter procedure isn't helping that much anymore.
Hoping the new Uro will go for a Cystectomy. It may leave me impotent, and who knows, even without a penis, but if it'll make this urinary pain go away, than I'm all for it. I know it's drastic, but hell, I'm sick and tired of this. All I can think of is how nice it'd be to be euthanized. Than I'd have no more pain, blah! But meh, life is worth living. I wanna hear all the new Cher and Celine Dion songs that'll come in the future and all the great movies.
Life sucks though. meh meh meh! heh.
Went to see Doctor tonight. He gave me some DitropanXL (lower dosages) and some Zithromax for my cold I've been having off and on.
He actually suggested tonight that when I see new Urologist this 28th, that if something can't be done to help me soon, that I should consider having my bladder completely removed as medications aren't helping and even the catheter procedure isn't helping that much anymore.
Hoping the new Uro will go for a Cystectomy. It may leave me impotent, and who knows, even without a penis, but if it'll make this urinary pain go away, than I'm all for it. I know it's drastic, but hell, I'm sick and tired of this. All I can think of is how nice it'd be to be euthanized. Than I'd have no more pain, blah! But meh, life is worth living. I wanna hear all the new Cher and Celine Dion songs that'll come in the future and all the great movies.
Life sucks though. meh meh meh! heh.