itzbezzy
02-11-2006, 06:06 PM
i swear, i'm going out of my mind. i'd be able to deal with ic a bit better if it were only my fault i got flares (ie i ate something i shouldn't have) but i'm at the end of my rope because i get flares from environmental hazards i can't control. my biggest, #1 flare causer is smoke- not cigarette smoke, i can tamp that out if i take preliefs. i'm talking about woodsmoke, or smoke from fireplaces and chimneys, or even if you burn something in the oven. if i breathe it for more than 10 minutes (even with prelief) i feel like i've got razorblades in my pee bag for a week straight. it makes me want to (and does make me) cry, just to feel like such a prisoner. i can't go outside anymore because if someone has a fire going, i'm a gonner. i love camping and outdoor events but now i can't have anything to do with them because of smoke. it's something you never think about until it's there and hurting you, and here i am, trapped in my house because my IC has been going strong and showing no signs of going away (like it did 4 years ago...it had completely gone away by now last time i'd had it this long) and just...ugh. i hate being held hostage to things i can't control :mad: :headbang: :help:
so...am i the only one?
so...am i the only one?