I need support

[Katherine]

things are hard it be easy to use my pain meds to numb .
I have gave them to hubby to take to work so I only have what suppose to at home for the day. But i hate the way I feel.
Please pray

[vm]

How smart of you to give the meds to your husband if you're afraid you might use them to numb out. I will pray for you, Katherine, for help to make it through the day. Maybe a meeting or a phone call to your sponsor would help?

I always try to remind myself that while alcohol (or drugs) might numb me out temporarily, they would make me feel ten times worse in the long run. Sounds like you are reminding yourself of that as well.

Hang in there - this too shall pass (hopefully quickly! ;) )

[traceann]

I agree with Kim, that's a great idea you had. I know it can be all too easy an escape route, so great thinking on your part!!!

Also sending hugs and prayers your way for better days ahead....

[Katherine]

ago but the last two weeks I sure wish I had one.
It is hard.

[creatingkarma]

Hang in there! Giving your meds to your husband was a very wise decision & I'm proud of you! Have you thought about going back to NA? I will certainly pray for you.

[ICNDonna]

:grouphug:

Donna

[emilyrose197377]

:grouphug: we are here for you. :pray:

[vm]

I would really suggest going to a meeting. It's funny - sometimes wehn we most need them - we resist them! :lmao: When I am in that space I just kind of have to kick my own butt into getting out the door. Once I am in a meeting I am always so glad I went. :)

[Betsie]

Hang in there, it sounds like you are making some good choices. I think Kim is right and I do hope you will consider another group as well as getting a sponsor soon. :kissing:

I had to deal with AA about a family member many years ago, and I will never forget how much help I recieved in just a phone call. perhaps you can start with a phone call to the organization that helps you the most and just talk it out with someone...I know it helped me so much. Good luck, I know you can find support here as well. :idea:

[coco1234]

Sometomes the hardest thing to do is to walk back into the rooms, but beleive me it will help!!!! My prayers are with you! Sobriety date: Dec. 26 2003... Please, if you need to talk my e-mail is CorieWatson@yahoo.com. :)

[tigger_gal]

hang in there :grouphug: you did a good thing by giving them to hubby.... I am here 4 u if you need me.

[Kimchi]

:grouphug: You are such a strong person!

[Katherine]

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