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12-16-2005, 06:00 PM
I went to the doc today and saw HIM! Correction I have one egg in each ovary and they are not maturing. I am sad. All of this suffering (I get severe bladder urgency and frequency that no med on the face of this planet helps the painb) and nothing…………..they upped me from 50-75IU’s on wed. He is keeping me at 75IU’s for the weekend and says he wants to go slow with me for some reason. . He says I should have more eggs by now but it could be why I have not gotten pregnant yet and it could be b/c they started me out at only 5O and next time they will start me out at 100. NEXT CYCLE IN A MONTH!!!! NEXT TIME???????? OMG! I don’t know if I can go though this again! I need a miracle for sure. I am sad that I only have one egg to each side that are tiny and not growing. I pray that they grow over the weekend. By the way we are doing IUI with these injections because we can not afford IVF.
Does anyone know if my eggs could grow over the weekend? Does anyone know if a miracle could happen and I could get any more eggs?
Those are my questions.
I feel like a failure!! :headbang: :headbang: :cussing:
12-16-2005, 06:10 PM
Wow you are really going through it! I'm not that familiar with your story, but I thought you had had your bladder removed. Do you still have bladder pain without it? I guess I should research that before asking you.
I don't have any experience with fertility but I can say that I will say a special prayer for you tonight. I know that this helped me when I was pregnant with my daughter. My hormones weren't producing right and over two days they completely caught up.
I will be thinking about you.
12-16-2005, 07:00 PM
Thank You so much for the prayers Cheries!!!!!!!!!!! :kissing:
It's so nice to know that you care!
Yes, I do have my bladder out and certain meds kill me, especially fertility meds, and antidepressants. No doctor seems to understand why this happens. It would happen to me even if I had a normal bladder according to my urological surgeon. I don't get it?
12-16-2005, 08:42 PM
Oh, Kara, I'm so sorry you are in such agony and had this big disappointment. (((HUGS))) I hope so much that this next cycle is successful for you so that you won't have to endure the hormone therapy any more.
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12-17-2005, 03:42 AM
:grouphug: :pray: :kissing: coming at you, Kara.
12-17-2005, 05:58 AM
Hang in there sweetie.
Barb :kissing: :grouphug:
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