What else?

[malone]

Hi guys, I am at the end of my rope! I have had a strep pelvic infection for weeks, that as we know does nothing but flare IC,but to make matters worse it has been resistant to last 2 antibiotics! Well finally my patient and wonderful gyno put me on alot of another and it started to work.....I got so excited I cut back my meds too quick and went into withdrawal which has brought the pain back! I am such an idiot!! There are a whole bunch of family problems and everyone turns to me. I have had to go back and forth to help relatives in to states constantly for a month. I am crying as I write b/c I can't do it anymore. The pain and then the meds just everything... I just do not want to be so tired and sad. I know we all carry a lot of this around so I am sorry if I sound really self involved it is just that I am so sad, scared, exhausted and I don't know how to ask for help. I want to stop crying but I can't. The antibiotic brings on a yeast and the whatever brings on the...you know what I mean--it just seems like and unending circle! Thanks to all of you who are always so kind! I am sorry to sound so whiny. Thanks to youall for listening. Sending you hugs and hope you guys are doing better than I am. I feel so lost.

[Julie B]

:grouphug: sometimes things pile up and we can't think or see straight.........hang in there and don't worry about the whining......we have all done it............XOX Julie

[windwalker]

Sounds like the family wants you to rescue them and right now you need to rescue yourself (Calgon, take me awayyyyyy) ;) Sounds like you may need to let your family know right now you need to worry about you as much as you love them, you just do not feel good. (((HUGS)))

[ICNDonna]

:grouphug: I wish I could help.

Donna

[patricia1]

Malone when it seems things cant get any worse, then something else happens..... :grouphug: coming your way. Wish I could help...