Think i need to change to name my name

[MakinIT]

You know...I used to open my email box (when I was working and/or could play)and I would find lots of emails from friends, jokes, stupid jokes of the day...whatever. Now...solicictation for printer cartrigeds, surveys, real estate offers..."sigH''.... i felt so sad and lonely last night I jut stupidly bawledd. :loco: I'm lonely. I've got nothing to talk about except the same ol stuff: :MY pain, my meds, my so called life. Id on't fee lk,e K I;m am makinit right now (sorry bout spelling's I took a big time fall earlier ane hurt mysek,,,had to take meds bout 45 mins ago an I this is taking forever to get out.

I am turning 40 in May. Where is my life going? I see psych every week, he's ggood. Im just g fffee

I have to go...my brain is all discombooboobulated

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someone write amd make me feel better/


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[jaime15]

I sure wish I could make you feel better. And I pray it does get better. It took years and so many different meds before I felt somewhat normal again.

My husband turned 40 today. I made him his favorite dinner, decorated his car at work, while he was gone in the ups truck. And 3 close friends came over for cake and icecream. It was quiet but nice. There is nothing wrong with celebrating a birthday, quietly at home. I hope you get to get out soon..........I wish I could say or do more to help......... :kissing:

[Betsie]

Me too Makin It...okay, lets just assume we all have our bad days...thank god we don;t all do it at once....is it possible for you to have a good boo hoo and the pick up and move oont to what's good? I am far from sarcastic....I have to throw myself a pity party from time to tiem...it's the only way I can rember the good things...and the
GIANT boo hoo? well, it feels like you kno what when it's flowing, but after I always feel there is no place but up. I challenge you to find a smile or a happy thought/experience tmro....then you have to tell us about it....I am convinced we can all find just one thing in a day to smile about....maybe not the whole day, but just a fraction? hang in there, we both know these days suck and then eventually get better! don't change your name....it's you............

[stacey79]

Bless your heart. It can be so frustrating and lonely dealing with this disease. Please remember that we are all here for you on the boards and we understand. Heck, we're all on here to talk about meds, pain, being sick, so no one can complain about that! :)

You know, you might try signing up for an encouraging or funny e-newsletter. I found one that has a devotional for people with chronic illness. Every morning it's in my inbox and helps me a lot. It's through http://www.restministries.org, if you're interested.

No matter what I hope that you feel better soon and have a wonderful birthday. Mine is also in May! :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug:

Oh, yeah, and I agree - you ought to keep your name as is. You are making it, even when that's hard to see. YOu are in my thoughts and prayers! :)