donutgirl
03-03-2005, 05:56 PM
Well, the time has arrived....I'm having my 2nd cysto/hydro tomorrow. I've been looking forward to it because I had 4 months of decreased pain after the last one. Now that it is tomorrow morning, I'm sitting here worrying about it, like a GOON! I took an ativan for my nerves hoping I'd be able to get to sleep early, but that has not happened yet. I know I'm worrying about nothing and I should be focusing on the benefits of my procedure and the promise of decreased pain, but I can't help it. I keep reading everything I can get my hands on to keep my mind occupied. Hopefully, the Sand Man will come soon and tomorrow will start me back on a better path.
Thanks for listening,
DIANE
Thanks for listening,
DIANE