Need prayers!!!

[Katherine]

I am sprirualing down fast.
I am wanting to use
The need to numb pain is so intense
the pain is both physical emotional.
please please reach out
this seem like a really scarey board right now that may be why no one much comes. because it seems cold with out a moderate.
I would but I feel like I am so messed up right now myself that I might do more harm than good.

[ICNDonna]

Sending a prayer your way.

Warm hugs,
Donna

[Teri]

{{{{{Katherine********** I went thru a REALLY horrific time in late October when I was sure that I was going to pick up again. Day by day, minute by minute I gave it to God. I also called an old friend from AA and I said the exact same thing that you said...I didn't know if the pain I was wanting to kill was emotional or physical. He talked to me for about an hour. It helped me to believe in myself and believe that I could make it thru that bad time, and I did.

I also went off the pain medication I was taking at the time and I found out that the medication was causing even more depression therefore increasing my feeling of wanting to drink. I am now on medication that does not increase the depression and am soooooooooooo glad that I made it thru that time in Oct and I did not pick up.

sending tons and tons of gentle hugs~

[liisa]

Katherine, you're a strong woman from where I stand. I wish you all the best,

Liisa